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honestly you know wat i didn't care and everything was perfectly fine but that was def not like the right thing to do why would you do that to someone and because i'm not a bitch i'm not gunna write in here wat you did but that was so messed up!
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[27 Apr 2005|10:52am] |
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ok guys prom is coming up and it's like 2.5 weeks away and i don't know what i'm doing yet so i guess i just sit here right...OMG Cami,Kt, and Shell the assembly this morning omg fun lol i don't even remember what was so funny either lol so anyways i guess you really just had to be there hahahaha...arite well i think i gtg just wanted to right in here like super quick we all gotta chill this weekend or like really soon! Can't wait till this summer and senior year either we are so gunna have the best times lol! Senior Year CAMI you MUST stay b/c i love you and it just will be wierd arite well love you all so much and by the way hahahahaha I KNOW THE BIG SECRET!!!Can't wait lol this could be soooooooooo good lol idk
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| Back to school |
[25 Apr 2005|11:36am] |
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Ok spring break is all over with *tear*. So it looks like we're all back in school *tear*. Well first off i missed all my girls!!! Shelly we so have to hang out this weekend cuz we havent in like ever and what not. Also to the SeDuCtIvE sIx-we have to finish getting everything for prom i know i don't have all my stuff yet. I can't believe its only like 3 1/2 weeks away I mean it feels like it should be so much further away. Alright so break was kinda ok idk not much happened. I got a job guys well prolly two jobs I start this saturday at Golden Boys 8am till and tomorrow I have to call Starvin Marvins to see if he put me on the schedule. So anyways Shell we both work at Pizza Places lol what the heck is wrong with us!! oh yea nvm.... Alright can't wait until we all get togeather again and have fun cuz like we never sese each other anymore. Ok not much else to say here for now and what not but I gtg cuz the bell is about to ring much love to my girls!!!
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[15 Apr 2005|07:53am] |
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sometimes the person you need
is the person you never thought you wanted
just cause someone's lookin' like they had a bright and sunny day
inside they could be screamin' because it ain't all okay.
you don't like me?
good, i'm glad.
i hope everytime you see me happy,
the thought just makes you mad.
you thought that you could destroy me,
haha funny, you lost.
now you sit at home all lonely,
i told you, you pay the cost.
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| Everybody has to do it |
[11 Apr 2005|09:57am] |
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1. What is your favorite number, and then name one thing you own that you have that many of-21 pairs of jeans
2. Tell me something shameless that you do often to make yourself feel better.Shoppint
3. When it comes to cheesy music, name your guilty pleasure.Def gotta say Britney Spears
4. What is the worst thing, health wise, that you have consumed off a menu?Chocolate Cake from Applebee's
5. What is the nicest thing anyone has ever said to you?awww idk
6. What boosts your ego?cute guys in the room
7. Give me the address to a hot website that your frequent.www.quote-a-licious.cjb.net
8. What one thing can you wear that makes you feel sexy?cute jeans and a summery tank
9. What one thing can he wear that makes him look sexy?jeans wit abercrombie shirt (JS)
10. You are at your favorite restaurant right now, what would you order right now?Gnocchi's
11. What was the last song you had stuck in your head?Natalie-Goin Crazy
12. Tell me a favorite revenge tactic of yours.Not giving that away
13. What is your idea of a romantic date?a dinner then just chilin the two of us on the beach
14. Tell me something obvious about you.i'm completey italian
15. Tell me something about you that many don't know. if i told you then everyone would know
16. What is your biggest fear?creepy bugs
17. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?short cut
18. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.a decent guy
19.What is your most treasured possession?my jewelry
20. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often?procrastinate
30. What is your favorite lie to tell?I so do not like him
31. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.hmmm...why don't you just tell me what you wanna do
32. Are you the jealous type?sometimes if a girl is flirting with a guy i like then yes but otherwise no i have what i want
33. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to?if i told you then you'd make me do it or go there or whatever
34. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?idk
35. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?fly to someplace warm and not come back to webster
36. When was the last time you cried?saturday
37. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered? a long time ago
38. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?i'm a girl so ummm no!
39. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.ummm...
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[06 Apr 2005|11:36am] |
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Ok yes i know how i'm in a bad mood and whatever so i guess i have to just try to keep it all quite and what ever soon everything will be fixed and until then CLUB GRIND hahaha lol love it
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| ME!! |
[04 Apr 2005|11:29am] |
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Ok so i guess its been awhile...Lindz is back from myrtle beach she looks so cute. Everything with prom is looking harder then it really is i think we all just need to sit down and breathe. This really isn't as hard as everything is looking. Ok so i picked up my dress on thursday but i still need shoes, a purse everything else. We're having dinner at crescent beach fun fun! i love the beach! ok i can't wait for it to be warm outside i really really wanna go tanning and what not ok i have to join a gym and i have to go tanning. I still have to go to hollywood tans but because i'm so stupid i have to call their afterschool today after my meeting and what not. Alright everyone is collecting dates for prom and is it bad that i don't really care if i have a date or not i mean to me i guess this isn't that big of a deal not having a date. I don't know maybe something is wrong with me for thinking like that what else can i say ok so girls we have to figure out the teen nites for over break and what not so we can decided which ones' we are gunna go to and whatever so i can talk to my parents and get them to make changes to work or whatever cuz i think they'll let me go as long as they can drive there and back i mean last time if my dad wasn't sleeping and my mom could talk to him and i didn't have my cousins thingie i probobly would have gone with all of you to the last one at tiki's so i gtg later leave me one!MWAH
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| All done! |
[29 Mar 2005|11:10am] |
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Ok much happier days are happening! Lol smiles are returning and whatever. All done with my Virtual Buisniess for Business Ownership and Marketing just kinda sitting here now. We all gotta plan prom cuz things are getting really crazy we don't even have a limo yet this is getting to be so hard and i don't even have the time or energy to do anything! Well who knows what we're going to do maybe we won't do the whole limo thing because we can't get peopple to say wether they are bringing a date or not. So i guess for the time i better figure out something and get it out there as an alternative for all this stuff well gtg later-me
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| WEEKEND! |
[24 Mar 2005|11:24am] |
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ok finally its thursday do we know what that means yes its the last day this week thank you! i am so happy. Can't wait tonite i have to go to my cousins bday party and then maybe i can go to tiki bob's i don't know yet! Well leave the love and i love some of you k!
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[22 Mar 2005|09:37am] |
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I had a supercute thing to put right here but i don't want ppl to take it so i'll just put it in my pro later k? Cuz ppl take credit for things they didn't do!
I thought everything was calming down and i guess i was wrong built up anger about to go its the little things that add up to make the differences(shelly you now what its all about) I mean You let things go and then its like wow u just don't know when to stop provoking me seriously. You can only let so many things go without blowing up and i'm about to my limit teh comments and teh attitude i have let SOOOO much go so stop sit down and think of how you've changed not the rest of the world! Ok i'm done with all that now so the store called and i have to go pick up my prom dress soon cuz it's in even though i like totally don't have a date not that i think i want one cuz i don't know! i mean my friends had some ideas of who i should go with but that doesn't mean i'm going with those people and whatever so anyways i guess this all about it. just wanted to write real quick
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[17 Mar 2005|11:32am] |
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Got up wonderin y i try/to sit here and close my eyes/when all i can do is think of you/the smile you give me and the way you move/everybody's got their lines/and here comes mine/i'm a give you my heart just one more time
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[17 Mar 2005|11:05am] |
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Ok so lately everything has been like so good and i don't know but for some reason there's just one little thing missing and i think i know who it is lol! i wonder! well i have nothing else to do i'm definitly in studyhall right now and who knows if its lunch yet i don't even care! i'm not hungry i have tso much to do this weekend and at the same not much else to do so i guess i'll just leave it at that and if anyone wnats to chill lemme no cuz for now i gotta few more things to do but later maybe tomorrow
Jackie
~I wish i only new what you were thinking now~
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[16 Mar 2005|11:28am] |
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Ok i've decided school starts way to early to get up! I mean i got like no sleep at all and i wonder why! I hurt and i need a nap!!*tear* ok cuz this is like horrible...besides a nap i need to decide were i'm gunna look for a summer job, i mean i have no idea whatsoever i have never looked for a job before therefore i don't know what i'm supposed to be looking at hahaha lol. Alright and besides all of that did i mention how i need a nap? cuz i def do need one hahah well i guess i better go cuz i'm too tired to function!Well later to everyone Girls you havent' been writing in your journals *Cry* so write please!!!!
Jackie
~I don't know what you did to make me do it but I think i'm falling for you again~
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[15 Mar 2005|08:44am] |
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Hey ok this morning i have time to write a lot of stuff has been going on lately and whatever but i'm trying to not pay attention to it cuz it shouldn't matter. Next Shell and i have been talking more and more lately liike we used to and what not. I guess this week is going to be a longer week then i had expected and i just need to sit down and figure out what day's im commiting to what things but for now i guess i'm just like all over the place. My song project is not getting any better to do and its still very hard to decide what song to do but shell is helping me i did have a song in mind but everytime i hear it i am reminded of a certain guy and i don't really think i wanna get up in front of a class and explain why i like this song and what it represents to me adn all that kinda stuff. Summer we def have to go to the gym soon. I have so much work to do lately it seems crazy liek i have no idea why all of a sudden there's so many things to do.
I am dying for warm weather so we can go to spring games. Start getting tans. Going to the beach. Wearing warm clothes. All that kinda stuff is the kinda stuff i miss i'd rather it be sunny and hot then snowy and cold any day i guess that's just me though! I really miss going to sports games wit my friends cuz those have so many fun times behind each nite and mad mems girls!!Well i better get going the blocks almost over ok
~Jackie~
J.S.-yea late fri will work~
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[11 Mar 2005|11:38am] |
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Ok the truth is out and everythings been said. So since i'm not putting it it in here i'd just like to say thank you for the real friends. But when you don't think people will stab you in the back they do. Thank you girls for being there. Things happen you don't expect and when people start comparing they realize just how they've all been told something differnt. So out of it all wheres the real truth or was that never said> Whatever its over and again noo regrets just little mist\kes changing the subject.
Happy Bday lindz she turns 17 tomorrow for everyone who doesn't know hope you hav efun things are getting better next week is gonna be cfun we have to do so many things alright? I have my song proj\ect duse soon does anyone have any ideas well just lemme know.I guesss its near the end and i have to go meet shelly soon So for now i'm gone anyone wanna do sutff lemme no we'll arrange it
Love you jackie
~Quote to live By:Don't regreet anything you do b/c at one point what you did was what you wanted~
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| Ok this weekend will work...So much fun to come.... |
[02 Mar 2005|11:18am] |
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Ok not much to write goin out this weekend to have fun w/certain ppl i love lol ne one wants to join just leave me a message here and i'll give u details later. Can't wait we're gunna have so much fun-(lemme no if u don't have to work marce, summer, shell) and i'll make sure you can get there Ok Marce you didn't come to school today english was boring not like you missed anything. Well i better get working on my project so later people
~This summer is gunna be so much fun we're goin all over~
~I believe in you but do you believe in you?~(you can make it big if you really wanna)
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[01 Mar 2005|10:48am] |
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wow so i had like an amazing vacation omg! Katie Nicole Josh that was like so funny and w/e but we all need to do those pics.Ok so now that i'm back i think a trip to the mall is well very needed b/c summer amber and marce all have prom dresses right now! Right now its just me and lindz sitting here in the library omg so yea i wanna get outta the snow like pronto!! Ok so i guess i don't have much else to write except Hun your job my parents will hate!!
~Jackie~
Need i say more then ummm The Liquor Room lol wow (no one understands how funny those little 3 words are unless you saw my face when i first heard)
Ok also whoever has been putting those stupid comments in my journal needs to GROWUP get over stop paying attention to MY life and worry about your own!!
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| I'm leaving |
[10 Feb 2005|10:47am] |
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ok so just wanted to type in here like super quick before i have to go and just say i'm gunna have fun but i totally will miss you all lotz well i better get going got butterflies in my tummy!!! i wonder why lol well thats a totally diff reason then to do with anything from going on vacation
LOVE ME!!
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[08 Feb 2005|10:33am] |
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yes i leave saturday im so excited i wanna go like umm now!! Yes anywayz i guess i'm just sitting here bored wit kt and lindz cuz we all have nothing else to do in studyhall and like i mean hello wat is there to do..Ok so its decided i found a guy who is totally hot yes he is hahaha well i don't know omg amber just had to leave the library *cry* well who know what lindz is doin and kt is updating her journal too. Guys i mite be able to write in here like thursday or w.e. but after saturday this won't be updated for a couple of weeks. But everything is still like really good and whatever so right now i'm checking my horoscope and what ever else ok i guess this is pretty much it for now cuz i'm just getting border if thats even possible so if i'm not writing back to anyone for while i love you all still and have fun!!!
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[03 Feb 2005|11:04am] |
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ok so today has been like wow..idk so anyways tomorrow i have adopt a sixth grade and summer we so have to figure out what we're gunna do with these kids. And afterschool i go get my hair done and w/e else i'm doin ..so Amber's Bday is like soon 13 days haha and shell's bobby is coming here in like 15 days and i leave in like 9 days everyone has some type of little countdown going. So everything has been going like so good and shell you should totally get what i mean by that stuff...haha next so like i get my liscense really soon what am i gunna do? So i don't know what else to write about i hate not having lunch on these days cuz i like barely get to see my girls except for like 1st block and 5th block. So i saw like the ultimate best guy and everything. Amber we will find a way if possible to hook u up wit *soofia* (if you ever learn his last name hhaha...ilu..i just can't believe like 1 1/2 yrs i'll finally be outta here and AWAY at college..lets go someplace warm cuz i don't think i like the snow here it's too cold for like too long and wat not. Ummm shell you haven't written in that notebook inlike forever! its so funny cuz like me and amber go through so many next Lindz i can't believe you slapped John lol he's so cute he told me and i was like awww watd u say to her and he told me i was like omg LMFAO i mean hello... well i better get back to my advertising project cuz otherwise it mite not get done my "break" is almost over love you all-ME
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
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